| life isn't about any of us individually. if our loved ones were taken away from us tomorrow, if everything we had was stripped away from us, if we were lost in life what would you live for, and how happy would you be. I am not lonely, i am not depressed, I no longer question the bad things that happen to me or good people, i no longer question why bad people get good things, why there is no such thing as true justice in this cold world. why things never work out the way I want them too, no matter how hard I'd try. I don't know what lies ahead of me, but i am not afraid. I don't believe in what i use too, "one's best can never be failure," because we all fail, even if it is our best. why i can't help those who don't want help. i don't wonder or feel like how i use too like i once did before. I realized..... we make mistakes. none of us are perfect. some are saints, some are liars, but there are more liars then there are saints. we are human. we are unique, and each have great talents. we weren't given life to live for ourselves. i like to think we each have purpose, we have unique weaknesses to lean against the strong. It's in our nature to communicate with eachother, if we couldn't, we wouldn't need eachother. i've gone through many tragedies, as i'm sure you all have too, but tragedies when overcome are the greatest stories to tell someone going through the same situation. bad things happen to good people because good people like bad people, sometimes do bad things. meaning, good people are not always so good. When i feel in the mood, i give bums on the street change, other times i lie and say I have none, so am i good person? so what do we live for. we have the families, community and environments we were born in for a reason, we don't pick those, we're given them. who are we fooling trying to be someone or something we're not by comparing ourselves to others, we are not them, we each have our own gifts and talents. choose wisely what it is we choose to do with ourselves, what a waste it'd be if we kept our talent to ourselves, or worse, just don't use them. because the truth is, there is something more important out there than just us, the reason we breathe, the real reason we should live for, far more important than us being selfish about our own lives, the reason we should give back to the one that never left us but take for granted, God. |
